I sat up one night feeling down and depressed back on January 07. I had just lost my baby girl at 16 wks pregnant and of course we were devastated and I just didnt care about myself any more even though I still had 2 angels who needed me. — I was up at about 2am on January 8th 2007 and while trying to find a way to get help free I came across SPARKSPEOPLE.COM. I believ in the Lord and I believe he led me to this site on that morning. I am now 40lb lighter, I look at myself in the mirror now and don't hate myself I love me and I just look at the areas I need to work harder on but… read full review »